World famous last words!

I just don't wanna feel.
I just don't wanna breath
cuz it hurts me every time.

I traded myself for while, but it's time to take my stuffs,
show the white flag
and start the back home trip, alone.

This sour taste will rest in my tongue for long.
And I can't make my math yet...Don't know what I gained neither know how much I lost.

I know this jaunt will be long, there's enough time to blame myself for being me
and only give Me.